One year down, a billion to go..

It's crazy to think that exactly 365 days ago, I was getting married to my best friend. I remember waking up that morning, getting in the shower at 9, doing my makeup, getting everything in the car and heading over to my in-laws house where I had my hair done. Derrick went to the gym that morning to help with the gitters. At 12:30, we headed to the temple where Derrick met us all dressed and ready to go.

During our sealing, I remember looking at Derrick and thinking "Woah, this is totally happening right now". When I first met Derrick, I was otherwise engaged with a guy from high school who I was currently dating, not seriously because he was going away to BYUI, but committed enough that I wasn't dating anyone else. Derrick was honestly not like anyone I'd ever dated, partly because he was older and a return missionary. He was that 'let loose' type of guy who always had a unique outlook on things. I remember writing in my journal that I thought he was "immature, and childish, but tons of fun". He was different, I knew that immediately. What I didn't know, was the difference he would make in my life forever. Derrick is one of the most amazing, loyal, selfless people that I've ever known. He always makes an effort to be a great friend and is always willing to help people out when they're in need. He has been such an example to me and has made me want to be better. Marrying Derrick was the best thing I've ever done.

What I Expected : Honestly, I expected marriage to be a lot harder. It seems like people were always telling me "The first year of marriage is the hardest" yada yada yada. But really, our first year has been a blast! Yeah we fought but when I look back, it was never anything THAT serious and was always resolved quickly with a hug and kiss. I think marriage has been WAY easier than dating was for us. But maybe because we dated for 2 1/2 years, this transition has been more natural, therefore easier.

What I Didn't Expect : I didn't expect all the responsibilities of being married adults. Bills, car payments, taxes, insurance, car insurance, life insurance, house insurance. Seriously, sometimes it feels like it's never ending!

What The Future Holds : In the next year of our marriage we are hoping to get most of our house projects finished. We're going to pay off Derrick's car! Are kids in the cards this coming year? Probably not, unless something miraculous financially wise happens. Hopefully this next year Derrick will go back to school.

Whatever happens, Derrick and I will be together. Through thick and thin, in this life and the next. Forever. I love you babe!